Sunday, May 11, 2008

லாஜிக் ஓவரிடே

Amma-may-zing.

At the Amma Day on Saturday, I was designated to get the domain names and set up hosting for the new BNF site...

As I went to do all this last night, I had the STRONGEST URGE not to do it for some reason. I felt as though it wasn't flowing and felt strongly that Amma was telling me to stop...

But I checked all the info 10 times, and couldn't see any reason not to go ahead with carrying out the duty I had promised the group that I would get done by Monday.

So I over-rode my powerful intution and decided I was just "making it all up".

And of course, lo and behold, today I get an email from Dan R tonight saying that he has a better way of doing it.

It's no big deal as I can easily cancel the whole thing without losing anything except time. But what a massive lesson.

Next time I feel something like that so strongly, despite any logical over-ride, I should just act like someone getting a message from their boss at work that they don't understand - you might not know why you're being asked to do such and such, but follow orders, then hang around for long enough and it will become clear!

This experience and something else AMMA-MAY-ZING which happened at the Amma Day reminds me of how powerful The Divine Mother really is. Sometimes I feel like it's just love I feel for Her but then there are times when I also feel awe. Like now.