2009

As we head into 2009, I wish for myself, my family, and all those I know and love, and even those I don't, to understand the power of ...

Om Namo Narayani
Om Namo Narayani
Om Namo Narayani

Yasmin xox

உஸ் ஆன் த line

Nathalie managed to do a self-portrait while she and Carolyne were Skyping me from Peedam.

ஈமெயில் டு எடோ அண்ட் Nathalie

Hi guys,

I said I would write to you both with the details of what happened here the other night. Dad is really REALLY weak now - it's very clear this is his last lap this lifetime. We've obviously spent a lot of time with him (and have loved and appreciated your thoughts and support).

As we were leaving the other night, my sister said "Sweet dreams Dad" and I said "Yes Dad, and remember, if you dream of Amma it's very good luck..."

And Dad - as sick and motionless as he is - actually did a real double take and looked at me with astonishment.

I said " What Dad?" and he said he had dreamed of Amma, maybe for the last two or three nights.

I could hardly believe it, mainly since Dad is such a devout Christian and never really understood my Amma " thing" at least he seemed not to particularly " get" it - though he is a very tolerant man.

I asked him what had happened in the dreams. Dad really knows only very little about Amma, and if he'd had to imagine what Amma would have said, I'm sure he'd have expected 'reassuring plattitudes'!

But actually, he said they had talked about "my treatment and Australia" which I am pretty sure you will both agree is EXACTLY what one can imagine Amma would talk about, non?

It certainly made me feel a LOT better to know that Amma is with him, perhaps partly thanks to you two sending up prayers to our Divine Mother.

Om Namo Narayani!

Yasmin xoox

ஹாப்பி பர்த்டே லூயிஸ்!

Tomorrow my little fella Louis BB turns 2. Nathalie is at Peedam and is going to be saying a puja for him! This is a shot of them last year in Paris.

ற்றிப்லே கோட்டேச்ஸ்

Triple Goddess

Angels

Louis and I were in the car the other day, and I said to him "Hey Louis, where are the Angels?" and he pointed up back behind his head without thinking about, like for sure there were Angels trailing our car.

A few minutes later, to test him, I said "Hey Louis, where's the cauliflour?" and he just stared at me blankly.

I mentioned this to Olivier, and asked him to try the same thing, using the name of something Louis would never have heard of.

This morning at home just as I woke up and went into the living room, Olivier calls to me from the kitchen ... "Well Y, Louis doesn't know where the nuclear submarine is"... In other words, he'd tried the same thing to no avail.

So I said to Louis, who was still in his sleeping bag, "Hey Louis, where are the Angels?" and without hesitation, he waddled out of the living room, into the corridor and through to my office to the very large picture I have of Amma in there.

He took it with both hands. Apparently, here are the Angels!

அம்மா'ச Orphange

Footage of one of the orphanages supported by Naryani Amma

If you have anything from Peedam to share - pics, words, footage - please it to me yazzle@belovednarayani.org

எஔதிபுல் பெஒப்லே

Some more beautiful faces from the launch - many photographed while the muscians were playing - Not sure who everyone pictured here is (and I hope no one minds being posted, if so just e me...) but they're all gorgeous and radiant, non?

அலசோ இன் அட்டேண்டன்சே...

Also in attendance - plenty plenty Angels!

????

Angel orbs are the little white circles...

Double-click the pics to see them clearly (especially the Ben one).




On a personal note: I've had a dodgy eyelid for about two or three weeks. Red, raw and irritated to the point I was about to go to the doctor. Yesterday I asked the Angels to heal my eye. Then I went to the Amma night. This morning I woke up and my eye is back to normal. Et voila! Thank you!

ஓம் நமோ நாராயணி!

Ben Lee - performs a song called SURRENDER! (Well, I think that might be what it's called... I also think it's from his next album...)

For anyone reading this blog who doesn't know, Surrender is Amma's key word. Om Namo Narayani means "I surrender to the Divine". As in, I accept that God/dess knows best.

At the risk of breaking about 1209381938192 laws of international copyright, here's a snippet of Ben rocking the room with this song. If I should "cease and desist" and pull the clip, someone please e me (gently!) :-)



PS Just found this (below) on youtube. I can't say for sure as I've never asked Ben, but I think this song IS about Amma... (I hear a lot of people saying "Der!!") PPS Nice suit, Ben! :-)

த லுன்ச்!

Last night, we launched the BNF - aka the Beloved Narayani Foundation, a not-for-profit spiritual community set up to held raise funds for Amma's projects, start with the Gift of Life program.

The party was the work of a team of 20 led by fearless executive Nicole Azzopardi who surely earned thousands of Angel caresses for her tireless efforts which culminated in a super successful soirée held in (where else but...?) Bondi! At Absolute Photography, to be exact (hence the amazing photos on the walls in some of these pics).




Edo kicked the night off with a lighting of the lamps. Then he and Nadav, in their capacity as The Kahn Brothers, played absolutely beautifully, as always, followed by a rousing performance by Ben Lee (see above), who showed us all why he's internationally successful with his amazing and Amma-appropriate song Surrender, as well as a beautiful number with the luscious Jessie C.



We also had a talk about Congential Heart Disease from Dr Lucy and Chris Walker's amazing film of Sripuram.

As we used to say in our School Magazine year book reports, a good time was had by all! Hope (pretty sure) Amma enjoyed the night too,music, chai, Om biccies and all!

Some people say that the Aussie Beloved Narayani Foundation is preparation for Amma to come to Oz and I hope they're right!

டோநிக்த்ட்'ச த நைட்...

Tonight's the night!

Very VERY exciting!

எ ரெஃஉஎஸ்த்

Dear Amma

Please come to Australia.

Love Yasmin (and, I'd wager, all the other Aussie devotees)

ப்லோக் update

Website update: Daniel is working on the site so it's no longer visible...

Except it is.

Confused, in Bondi...

த BNF

The website is going well: http://www.belovednarayani.org

ஓம் நமோ நாராயணி

Om Namo Narayani
Om Namo Narayani
Om Namo Narayani

நியூ York

Tonight I went to puja in New York and it was lovely. I had a lot of stuff to think about re money, and giving and donating. I spoke to my wonderful O after I got home about what was on my mind and heart re giving to Amma's heart program and he's in agreement. So that's GREAT! Thanks to Mitch and Kathy for hosting and Debra, Philip and Martin for talking to me about my conundrum, so I could find my way to Amma's request via my ego and imaginings!!

www.narayanipeedam.ஒர்க் இஸ் பாசக்!

Due to VERY popular demand, the super-fabulous www.narayanipeedam.org website has been reinstated!

லாஜிக் ஓவரிடே

Amma-may-zing.

At the Amma Day on Saturday, I was designated to get the domain names and set up hosting for the new BNF site...

As I went to do all this last night, I had the STRONGEST URGE not to do it for some reason. I felt as though it wasn't flowing and felt strongly that Amma was telling me to stop...

But I checked all the info 10 times, and couldn't see any reason not to go ahead with carrying out the duty I had promised the group that I would get done by Monday.

So I over-rode my powerful intution and decided I was just "making it all up".

And of course, lo and behold, today I get an email from Dan R tonight saying that he has a better way of doing it.

It's no big deal as I can easily cancel the whole thing without losing anything except time. But what a massive lesson.

Next time I feel something like that so strongly, despite any logical over-ride, I should just act like someone getting a message from their boss at work that they don't understand - you might not know why you're being asked to do such and such, but follow orders, then hang around for long enough and it will become clear!

This experience and something else AMMA-MAY-ZING which happened at the Amma Day reminds me of how powerful The Divine Mother really is. Sometimes I feel like it's just love I feel for Her but then there are times when I also feel awe. Like now.

கமெண்ட் çஏ?

Don't you ever wonder why YOU are lucky enough to have connected with the Divine? I really do.

I just saw the photo I have of Amma smiling at me (see below) and acknowlegded Amma for all the good that is in my life.

But how come *I* got Amma's call and heard it? It almost seems unfair...???

Anyone?

அநோதேர் perspective

Another perspective on the new Amma temple - from a local...
Here: http://tinyurl.com/639tdk

மி நியூ office

A sanctuary...

அச தே செ - அவேசொமே!

I took this photo of this amazing Third Eye at Peedam - but I don't know who the person in the pic is. Can anyone help? At first I thought it was Daniel but now am pretty sure it's not!

Edo and Nadvav answer - it's Eran

Thank you!

யு வான்ட் ஸ்பிரிட் ஒர்ப்ஸ்?

You want Spirit Moons? I'll give you Spirit Moons! This pic taken at the orphanage on a night when Nadav and Edo thrilled both the kids and the foreigners with some amazing music, and the kids enetertained us with their various tricks and skills.

Phil S was there with his wife and family and I remember being particularly impressed by the ease with which his young son adapted to the environment, and the way he so happily and unquestioning ate the good food we were served - not that he had any reason not to, of course, but to be so young and so worldly in what is a foreign environment by any Westerner's standards, was something!

The card I keep getting...!

வாட் நடவ் சாய்ஸ்

Nadav says our love will bring Amma to Australia, let's hope he's right.

I suggested at the Amma Day that we write an official invitation to Amma, to invite Amma to Australia - apparently it's already been done!

Om Namo Narayani

Foundation

Well yesterday I was blessed enough to be asked along to an Amma day set up to organise the foundation in Australia. It was wonderful to be in a room dedicated to making Amma's wishes come true.

Avatar

Q: I've heard people say Amma is an avatar. What is an avatar?

A: From Wikipedia: In English, the word has come to mean "an embodiment, a bodily manifestation of the Divine." However, the Sanskrit word Avatara means "the descent of God" or simply "incarnation." The term is used primarily in Hindu texts. For example, Krishna is the eighth avatar (incarnation) of Vishnu the Preserver, whom many Hindus worship as God. The Dasavatara are ten particular "great" incarnations of Vishnu.

ஹொவ் கோஎஸ் இட் இன் அம்மலாந்து?

Nathalie L is at Peedam right now - I wonder how she's going. I can't wait to hear her tales when she gets to Sydney. I'm seeing her at my place for lunch on Monday 31 - if you're reading this and you're in Sydney and you want to join us, just e me.

In other news, what you see in the photo is a part of my new home office, put together by my wonderful hubby, who I am fairly sure was sent to me Express Delivery by Amma...!

The large poster is of Sriti Sai Baba. I don't know much about him but he seems to crop up for me quite a lot, so I honour that. I also have my Amma Boom Box going 24 hours a day too, candles, incense and lots of other inspiration bits and bobs to remind me of the Divine Mother.

If you have something in your house devoted to the Divine, and you feel like sharing, I am naturally curious and would love to see it!

Just e me here: yazzle@REMOVEyahoo.com - take the word REMOVE out of the address (it's there to stop spammers...)

Om Namo Narayani

Yasmin xoxo

ச்லுடியா'ச கோட்டேச்ஸ்

Claudia Boland sent in this gorgeous Goddess photo.

She writes: "I'd just been to AmmaLand for the second time and treated myself to a retreat in Kerela afterwards. Just after this Goddess and I made friends (I found her in my hotel's giftshop), I was upgraded from my standard hotel room, to the Presidential Suite - the most beautiful villa in the resort, with its own private pool - fit for two Goddesses!

She became the focus of photos, my confidante, and an everpresent reminder of The Divine."

Amma

I haven't put another post up as I am still digesting the fascinating info Nicole sent (below). However, in the meantime, here is a lovely photo of Amma, sent by Nathalie, who is - right now - back at Peedam, lucky gal!

थे श्री Chakra

Nicole at Peedam in 2005.

Nicole Azzopardi sent this in - thank you!!

Writes Nicole: During my last stay in India, Amma confirmed that the 1.8km star path surrounding the golden temple had been built in the shape of a Sri Chakra.

I did note at the time that Amma seemed particularly keen to have us doing volunteer work at the temple or at least spending time at Sri Puram walking the star path.

When I got back to Melbourne I did feel curious to find out exactly what a Sri Chakra was and what I found blew my mind.

A visit to the Theosophical Society Bookshop in Melbourne landed me with a book called Sri Chakra by S.K. Ramachandra Rao by Sri Satguru Publications.

S.K. says that Sri Chakra is essentially worship of the mother goddess.

The diagrammatic representation involves the basic form of triangle, the typical symbol of Yoni.

If you have a copy of Address of the Divine, the map on the inside cover should help illustrate what S.K. is talking about.

The author says that over the centuries there was great secrecy was attached to the worship of the mother-goddess in her Sri-Chakra form.

Anyone who has been to Malaikodi will have sat on the rooftop at Kemala Nivas and taken in the view of beautiful mountain peaks that ring the whole area.

Tantrik ideology, S.K.says, is intimately related to the culture of mountains; and mountains are especially dear and sacred to the mother-goddess for whom the mountain peaks, difficult to ascend, serve as fortresses (durga).

As many will know, Sri Puram was consecrated on August 24 last year with Amma leading many, many elaborate rituals in the lead up to and on the day of this inauguration.

From S.K.’s standpoint, the Sri Chakra becomes powerful when a yogin who has acquired spiritual power consecrates it. It is for him a projection of his power.

But for the devotee for whom it is meant, it is a storehouse of energies from which he could draw at will and enrich his interior.

The book goes on to reveal that Sri Chakra is also known as Sri Yantra. The Sanskrit word yantra means a device or mechanism to serve a specific and predetermined purpose; something of instrumental value.

A yantra is therefore a mechanism which the psycho-physical energies of the devotee are regulated and protected by their appropriate alignment with the divine energy.

The word has two aspects: Yam (to regulate) and tra (to protect).

Yantra is a device and involves mandala as a graphic representation.

Sri chakra as visually represented is a mandala which is regarded as the city, palace, island or body of the mother goddess.

The design also represents this divinity’s court, with all the attendant-deities, aids, guards, pavilions, enclosures and entrances.

The principal divinity (the mother goddess) is imagined as being seated in the central point (bindu) on the cot.

I find this particularly interesting in the case of Sri Puram.

For those who have not been there, the whole walk around the star path is dotted with statues of all sorts of goddesses and gods.

There are the major ones, Saraswati, Durga and Lakshmi in the inner-sanctum but there are a host of other ones that line the path.

I still don’t know their names but there’s a mermaid looking one and one that shoots lightening from his hand, there’s one with an animal’s head. It goes on and on.

It makes me wonder if these are the attendant deities S.K. is referring to.

Also, that central point that Lakshmi sits in, the bindu perhaps, is pretty interesting. To think of this place as being the centre of her vast palace, a palace with rooms and walkways.

I recall seeing the priests putting Laskshmi to bed. She even wears these cute little shortie pyjamas.

I know it’s ritual but what on earth is going on energetically when you are there staring straight into this very sacred central point?

S.K. says the symbolism of male-female dualism in representation and the male female union in worship is basic to Sri Chakra.

Being a tantrik ideology, the female is the more predominant aspect here and the male is subordinated to her.

The male is therefore the cot on which the female rests.

Lakshmi in this case rests on a lotus flower. I don’t know if this holds the same meaning. The cot is inert but the goddess is dynamic but it should be noted that the goddess has nowhere to sit but on the cot.

In effect, the two cannot be separated, he says.

The symbolism permeates the whole composition of Sri Chakra which is described as the body of Siva and Sakthi.

Of course, this follows the example of Amma’s physical form being male. The male symbolised in the triangle with its apex upwards and the female with its apex downwards. It’s a pattern of interwoven triangles, nine in number. The numbers three and nine are significant.

S.K. goes on to say a whole lot more about this but it got pretty complex and I don’t really get it. Any takers?

As visitors to the Lakshmi Narayani Temple will know, the temple structure itself is made out of gold. It’s gold-plated and there are nine layers which have been designed with an interior layer of copper. The structure surrounding Lakshmi’s head in the inner sanctum is made of silver.

According to S.K., the potency of the yantra in gold is said to endure for a life-time, of the yantra in silver for 32 years and of the yantra in copper for 12 years.

The golden yantra is said to promote worldly influence, the silver health and long life, the copper one wealth and the one made in all three metals together is said to secure all accomplishments.

As mentioned, Sri Chakra is visualised as an elaborate mansion, in the inner-most apartment of which abides the mother-goddess in all her majesty and glory.

But the mansion represents a series of coverings or enclosures, passing successively through which we reach the sanctum.

Each of these coverings hides the divine presence in a series of phenomenal and psychical projections and presentations but it is nevertheless suffused by the divine presence.

It can also illumine the devotee’s path.

That’s why each of these enclosures is regarded as a step in our journey towards the sanctum of the mother-goddess, as a station in our onward spiritual progress which consists in the increasing identification of the individuated being with the absolute being.

I would greatly appreciate it if anyone had anything to add to this.

It’s really just from one source, so others would help our understanding much more.

Anyone with a deeper understanding of Sri Puram who cares to contribute would also be beneficial.

For now, I leave you with this quote.

In the Devi Upanishad (1-3) the supreme goddess explains her true nature:

“Great, Goddess, who art Thou?
She replied: I am essentially Brahman (the Absolute).
From me has proceeded the world comprising Prakriti (material substance)
and Purusha (cosmic consciousness), the Void and the Plenum.
I am (all forms of) bliss and non-bliss.

Knowledge and ignorance are Myself.
I am the five elements and also what is different from them, the panchabhutas (five gross elements) and tanmatras (five subtle elements).

I am the entire world.
I am the Veda as well as what is different from it.
I am unknown; I am born.
Below and above and around am I.”

ॐ शक्ति Om

Om Shakti Om.

Now here's a weird thing. Lovely Nathalie Lathamsent me this gorgeous triptych of Amma. I saved it as normal but the colours went all weird. What can it mean!?!? Amma digs modern computer art? Feel free to leave your thoughts in the Comments Box!

ॐ नमो नारायणी

Om Namo Narayani.

I surrender to the Divine.

What could be harder?

What could be easier?

श्री पुरम बी नाथालिए लाथं

Somehow this program is translating the title into Hindi! It says "Sri Puram" by Nathalie Latham, another glorious shot from her - thank you Nathalie.

I haven't been the the "new" Sri Puram park. I wonder what it's like.

My first memory of Sri Puram is from when I was first at Peedam, and Lisa B told me Amma had given her daily permission to walk around it, for her good health.

I didn't have permission for that and I didn't mind at all. I had no desire to do the daily circuit, for whatever reason. What I did want, was to be able to take some photos of Amma, which wasn't really allowed and certainly not encouraged without permission.

And then on several ocassions, when I had my camera with me, Amma would give me a nod or a smile and say it was OK to take a photo.

Even though I didn't really understand Amma straight away, I remember marvelling at how Amma seemed to understand us so well. Lisa, who wanted a daily constitutional, was granted permission to walk around Sri Puram daily. I, who so wanted to take some photos, was allowed to do that, without really even asking.

Once in the eco pond, I think Amma actually told me to go and get my camera! (For the shot at the very start of this blog...) I was AGOG!

:-)

The beauty in Sri Puram

The Luscious Nathalie Latham sent me some pics to share - here's a gorgeous one of two flowers - mother and child? - at Sri Puram. More later. Om Namo Narayani.

Windows to the heart...

Written during my first stay @ Peedam...

AMMA

the holy water
sprinkled on my face
by God
dries quickly
in the Indian summer

amid the chaos of
the music and the million
coloured saris
Amma sits and
waves the devas' lamps

barely breathing
Amma calms us
and our restlessness
with swaying fans

peace at last
say om succour love
release return

If you have a pic or words for this blog, please email me: The address is yazzlebee@REMOVEgmail.com - (please remove the word REMOVE from the email address - it's put in there to stop spammers!)

Om Namo Narayani

Lakshmi on my laptop

Well so far no one has sent me any pics so I am going to post another one. This is a shot of Lakshmi from a book I saw on my first visit to Peedam.

I had this picture as my screensaver for about a year - just before and while I was pregnant.

Lakshmi is actually the Goddess of Pregnancy and Motherhood, according to some of the books I read while at Peedam and I feel sure seeing this beautiful image every day on my computer helped my pregnancy happen and go well!

(Given that she is also the Goddess of Wealth, she probably also helped my business which grew at the same rate as my stomach!!!)

Feel free to click on it to enlarge and use it on your computer!

If you have a pic or words for this blog, please email me. The address is yazzlebee@REMOVEgmail.com - (please remove the word REMOVE from the email address - it's put in there to stop spammers!)

Om Namo Narayani

Amma Blog

Well, here it is. The Amma Blog.

The idea came to me during my daily meditation. Build an Amma Blog, a cyberspace place where devotees can share photos and memories or inspirations from Amma and Peedam.

My hope is that people will set this page as one of their Home Pages...that way we can all regularly see what pics and info people are sending in.

And if you have a photo from Peedam or related to Amma, and a few lines (or more) of info to explain it, please send it to me and I will upload it!

The address is yazzlebee@REMOVEgmail.com - (please remove the word REMOVE from the email address - it's put in there to stop spammers!)

Above is a photo I took (with Amma's blessing) of a ceremony in the eco-pond in 2005, during my first ever trip to Peedam. The ceremony was amazing and saw all of us devotees in the water - clothes and all of course!

It came at the end of a two or three day period when Amma had been doing private priest-only pujas and I was feeling very - er - shall we say going through lots of STUFF about being at Peedam for no reason - and then this amazing night happened, and I realised how mad (human) I'd been...

Yasmin x